RAWR!

"Act
on your impulse,
swallow the bottle,
cut a little deeper,
put the gun to your chest."
— Ellen Hopkins

Now im on some bipolar shit
So my eyeliners running smh. But idc im looking normal hair tied up and
all that good shit. Anywayy. There are times I think how it wuld be if I
wasn't here. RIP Breeana it was nice knowing ya lol. But nah seriously.
I wonder who wuld care? Like fareal im no1 special. I don't make
millions, I don't save children in Africa, I haven't discovered a cure
for illness so why wuld someone care? What mark have I left? I have
someone who loves me and I love her back; unconditionally but is that
it? Is my legacy left to just her? Friends, I don't have em. Them
mothafuckers turn they back on uu cuz they get ah man. But still hit me
up like "Bree I miss u". Yea right Bitch. Yea I said it. BITCH!. People
wonder why im so standoffish. NO1S worth my words. Im taking everything
to a next level. In my head atleast. Yea I have dreams, yea I want great
things, and ill have all of those things. ill have materials, so many
materials. Money can make me happy _"fuck what u talkn bout.". People
say im weird. That im confusing. Im rly not. Im just always in my head.
But shit I wuldnt miss me. I've lied, I've been selfish. I shitt on the
people who try 2 help my life. Except for her. I love her 2 much. She
love me too much I can't do that. Plus I know shell fuck me up lmao. Nd
I can't hurt her. I WILL NEVER HURT Her. I will never amount to the
other girls who fucked with her heart. How culd u hurt someone like
that? She's so perfect. Stupid bitches. U can't stab ur own heart out.
WTF. but it all come back 2 her. I wonder how she wuld feel knowing im
dead. Never coming back to her, my love. The only person who look at me
and think im beautiful.. I've cut. I carved so much shit in my skin u
cud read it. 35 lines on my body wanna come find them? Nd I loved the
drugs. Nd the drinking. I was such a MESS! But it was fun. Fun fun fun.
Fun that culd have gotten me dead. Or locked up. Im ranting. Smh
probably cuz im tired. Good luck to whoeverr read this. I LOVE SASHA!.
BANG.
--breeananicole_33