Up

In bed. Waiting up for her to call me. Altho im getting tired. She
always tell me "if ur sleepy go 2 sleep, ill just call so we can sleep
together". But she never calls. Nd she knows I hate going to sleep
without her. I don't sleep right. Smh. I called her 4 times; 10:33 10:34
10:50 10:51. Nd no answer. I text her. No reply. I aim her no aim
response. Finally she answer when I call next. Ofcourse ha phone on
vibrate, I HATE that. She knows it smh. I hate waiting. Why she cudnt
talk 2me. All she was doing was walkin home. So what ha phone was gunna
die. Ohwell. Smh I have issues. I think my parents dropped me a few
times. I always want her. I wanna talk, live breathe miss love her. And
I hate when things come btwn that. I just want it 2 be me nd her. I try
to keep busy. Working all day make it easier. But times like this, I
want her most. Nd why she always call me so late! Idc on the wkends but
during wkdays I wanna get some type of rest. But then she's like "ok I
just won't call u". Like how u say something like that to me? So I stay
up. I do things to keep me up. So that I can hear her voice. So I can go
2 sleep with a smile on my face. Smh. The things I do for love.