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ive been in this for 7months now. giving it all i can and sometimes i feel like she shit on me ohde hard. she dont see how much i give this relationship or how much i love her. she dont understand that i support her and that i want the best for her. the best for us. it hurt my heart to see her the way she is. smfh its crazy. but i cant entertain it. she want a pity party. wanna get advice from people who dont do shit for her life. they just unimportant voices. nah she shits on me. im 17. work two jobs and go to school. i think of everything to try to help. i want us to have a good life. i want to make her happy nd at first it may work. but then she take it and she throw it in my face. make that shit look sloppy. how can i make her see how good she have it? yea she not in the most perfect situation. fuck, none of us are. but there must be something abt [my] situation that make her think this type of life is the shit. it rly isnt. she say she wanna get hit by a bus when she walking outside. i think thats pathetic. u think death is better than this. death isnt better than anything. theres a reason youre here. you have a purpose. nd how u expect shit to just come to u. NOTHING WORKS THAT WAY! wake up, smell the air, and realize that what uu have is great. u have life, u have love. be happy.