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the lord will perfect that which corcerneth me -Psalms 138:8

Im afraid. Sometimes I feel like ima lose her. Idk which form it'll come
in. Like maybe shell leave me, or kill herself. Something where I won't
have her anymore. Her voice won't be around me, her touch nd love nd
attention won't live in me anymore. How do I handle that? Its suppose to
be me and her. Im worried abt her. Its impossible to live when u lose
the one u love. People try to do it, but they're never the same. I won't
be the same. I won't laugh I won't smile. Love nd happiness won't live
here anymore. Before her I was regular. Walking along waiting for
someone to love me; I was waiting for her. She writes things, and I
guess im not suppose to see it but I do. Nd it makes me cry. She's in a
struggle with herself. Sometimes I feel I complicate things, sometimes I
feel I make it easier. Sometimes I feel I saved her, or still am saving
her. I need guidance. Becuz I need to save her. I need to know how to
save her, without letting her go. So that everytime I leave her I know
ill be coming back to her the next day or hearing her voice the next
minute.
--breeananicole_33