Sleepless

120AM. I shuld be sleep. I have work tomorrow for heavens sake nd we
know I don't like mornings. But I can't sleep. Without her on the phone
I dont sleep right. Its like im sleeping alone. I hate sleeping alone.
When we're on the phone sleep together its like she's laying right next
to me. Its like im sleeping right w| her. But not tonight. Tonight ill
toss & turn nd ill wake up thru the night, unable to hear her calm
breathing or her snoring she tends to do around 4AM when it wakes me up
lol. I love it tho. I love the way she's "goodnight baby, I love u". It
soothes me. Or when im having a rough night shell try 2 stay up till I
fall asleep (which never works cuz she's more tired). I even like when
she has bad dreams nd calls me at 230AM. She says (when we live together
ima wake u up instead). Ha in my mind I wuldnt care. Becuz I love her. I
can't wait to live w| her. Wake up, feel her body against mine, be
wrapped up in her arms. I love the thought of it all. Steal kisses while
she sleep. Or play in her hair to make her more relaxed. Its all perfect
in my head. But now its stayin in my head becuz its 130, she fell asleep
texting me, nd im up, wishing I was sleeping w| my wife.
--breeananicole_33